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joanwilder  aka RaeWhit
Date: 2012-02-02 22:28
Subject: Welcome to joanwilder's InsaneJournal!
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I maintain a friends-locked journal on LJ.. Most, but not all, of what's there, you'll find here on IJ, which is almost entirely unlocked.

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joanwilder  aka RaeWhit
Date: 2010-08-04 19:05
Subject: Prompt table for [info]100quills
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Mots clés100quills, harry/severus 50.3 (joanwilder), my snarrys

Here's my prompt table for [info]100quills. My character/pairing is Harry/Severus. I'll be coding in the links to the table as I do the prompts.

001.Wind. 002.Yellow. 003.Strangers. 004.Winter. 005.Fixed.
006.Forever. 007.Smile. 008.Birth. 009.Victory. 010.Flexible.
011.Quirks. 012.Unknown. 013.Waltz. 014.Jewel. 015.Body.
016.Temptation. 017.Grave. 018.Lust. 019.Spoiled. 020.Weather.
021.Resolution. 022.People. 023.Envy. 024.Absurd. 025.Thin.
026.Sing. 027.Pain. 028.Asleep. 029.Disease. 030.Try.
031.Hollow. 032.Dream. 033.Midnight. 034.Peace. 035.Mask.
036.Sojourn. 037.Whisper. 038.Hurricane. 039.Comfort. 040.Rain.
041.Heart. 042.Life. 043.Footsteps. 044.Silhouette. 045.Name.
046.Dinner. 047.Teammate. 048.Days. 049.Earth. 050.Plain.

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joanwilder  aka RaeWhit
Date: 2010-01-04 03:33
Subject: FIC REC: In Memory of Sigmund Freud
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Mots clésfic recs, severus/minerva, snape/moody

Title: In Memory of Sigmund Freud
Author: to be revealed (part of [info]snapelyholidays)
Pairing: Snape/McGonagall, Snape/Moody
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: see original header
Summary: Severus Snape spends his first summer holiday away from teaching cloistered at a remote house in strange company, not least his own.

Where to begin? This did make me think of the Summer in 1816 that Byron, Shelley, and Mary Shelley spent together, mostly because of the setting; there're no drugs in this story, but there are startling relationships and sex. Snape goes to spend his first summer after teaching at Minerva's Scottish home, unaware that Moody will be there. Of course, they clash violently, with an unexpected side-effect, as well as a tender coming together of the two heads of house. Surprising developments that seem to make perfect sense as both Moody and Snape seem to find their 'sea legs' after the first war. Minerva has a side to her that makes wonderful sense, one I believe is IC as well.

Don't let the het put you off; one thing I've appreciated about this fest has been the chance to dig in and expose myself to pairings I've never chanced before. I might go so far as to say that this is the fic I'll remember most from this year. I told the author in my review that the story reminded me of a little-known French author, Alain Fournier, and his sole literary work, 'Le Grand Meaulnes.' Wonderful word-crafting, prose that's both poetical and exact, so much so that it made me cry at the time. I've never even been tempted to read that book in the English, fearing those things would be lost, but here I found them all again in this HP story.

So many things resonated for me in this fic: Snape's floundering and insecurity, his depression and bitterness. His honesty. The drear setting of the elements battering the inhabitants of the house almost as much as Snape and Moody seemed determined to batter each other. Minerva as both the catalyst and steadying influence, the aching self-discovery and longings (past and present), the oddness of the relationships that force the reader to wonder over how they'll relate to each other in the future. Was this a single summer, never to be repeated, or will there be a next one? As the reader who was loathe to see it end, I only hope so.

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joanwilder  aka RaeWhit
Date: 2009-12-30 21:35
Subject: Book Rec: "American Studies" by Mark Merlis
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Mots clésbook rec

A few months ago, [info]synn sent me this book; I've read a bit of it here and there, then this week hit the point where I knew I had to finish it before I slept again.

I'm probably late to the party on this one, but I wanted to recommend it to anyone else who's never come across it before.

American Studies
Author: Mark Merlis

Summary: Sixty-two-year-old Reeve--bitchy, horny, and wisecracking--lies in a hospital bed, the result of a brutal beating from a hustler. As if that weren't enough, his landlord is evicting him due to the noise he made during the attack, his career as a petty bureaucrat is at a dead end, and the silent, straight hunk in the hospital bed next to his is stirring longings Reeve vowed to never have again. Seeking both physical and emotional healing as he begins the slow process of recovery, Reeve rummages through the past. He recalls the troubled and closeted world of his former professor and mentor, Tom Slater, a famous American literary scholar who was driven to suicide during the McCarthy era. Reeve's vivid and gut-wrenching memories offer a sweeping view of fifty years of gay life in America-fifty years of American homophobia that he has survived, with bravery, grace, and humor.


I read this with a mixture of horror, admiration, longing and downright agony. And all of this was helped along by the writer's style, his sense of humor, his vague, unsettling fatalism. It's a story within a story, you see, and I'm not certain which one's most impactful, but after I was done reading this last night, I had to put on my coat and go out and sit on my deck and cry. Ain't much I read anymore that can do that.

Well worth the time and money, and if you google around, you can find used copies.

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joanwilder  aka RaeWhit
Date: 2009-12-25 00:02
Subject: FIC: Tartan Surprise
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Mots clésmy snarrys. slash, rating: nc-17

Title: Tartan Surprise
Author: [info]joanwilder aka RaeWhit
Artist: [info]veridian_dair
Beta: [info]jadzialove--thanks so much!
Pairing: Harry/Severus
Rating: NC-17 (both the fic and art)
Warnings: None
Word Count: 4075
Disclaimer: The Harry Potter universe is the property of J.K Rowling et al. Hamish Macbeth and his friends and village belong to M.C. Beaton and BBC Scotland.
Summary: Harry and Severus 'dress' for the occasion…

A/N: This is my Christmas gift for [info]veridian_dair, who, months ago, drew kilt!porn art for me when I was feeling low. Inspired, I promised a story centered on the art, because it's Severus in a kilt! It cried out for fic! The art itself has been placed within the story at the scene it depicts. Veridian, I wanted to do your art justice, and hope you like what I've created around it. Kilts are sexy anyway, but Severus + kilt = brain-melt!

This story is a short stand-alone sequel to Sex, Lies, and Audiobooks, and takes place in the fictional town of Lochdubh. Harry and Severus are now an established couple, and have returned to visit for a birthday party. Although set in the same universe as 'Sex, Lies, and Audiobooks,' the story will make sense for readers who've not read the parent fic.

[info]veridian_dair also did 'Sex, Lies, and Audiobooks' art for me for Christmas. It's called What We Deserve, and illustrates one of my favorite scenes of the story, a recurring one.

Tartan Surprise )

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joanwilder  aka RaeWhit
Date: 2009-12-23 14:37
Subject: FIC REC: The World, The Flesh, The Devil
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Mots clésfic recs, rating: r, severus/lucius

Title: The World, The Flesh, The Devil
Author: It's a mystery!
Characters/Pairing: Severus/Lucius
Rating: R
Kinks/Themes Included: sensory deprivation, bondage
Other Warnings: canon character death
Word Count: 1500ish
Summary/Description: The years spent in darkness have spiraled out, each one in a row like the ridges in a snail's shell, expanding as they go, and Severus has waited for this man. This is how he leaves.

This is an entry for Kinky Kristmas on [info]daily_deviant, one of my favorite fics of the entire fest season thus far. Snape has spent years in a portrait, fully conscious, and is suddenly released by an old friend. This sort of reminded me of the scene in Kill Bill when Uma Thurman is nailed into that coffin and buried alive. I read this story with the same sense of horror, imagining what it must feel like to realize that you're trapped, but your mind goes on and on and on... I won't spoil the rest of it, what happens when Snape is finally free and realizes his captivity might've been shorter. What he chooses to do in the end, well, I think I can understand.

Beautifully written, and not very long (which is not to say I'm dissing longer fics (me of all people), but I say it to try and finalge those of you who don't have time to read anything longer to at least read this one. I've rec-ed [info]valis2's The Pond before. Both of these fics have the same feel to them, and if you've not read 'The Pond', I really recommend it, especially if you like the one I've just rec-ed today.

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joanwilder  aka RaeWhit
Date: 2009-12-22 14:49
Subject: (no subject)
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I'm not getting any email notifications from IJ at all--not since yesterday. Is this happening to anyone else?

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joanwilder  aka RaeWhit
Date: 2009-12-21 23:58
Subject: FIC and ART: The Wedding Lesson~~HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JADZIALOVE!
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Mots clésfic, harry/ron, jadzialove, my snarrys, veridian_dair

Title: The Wedding Lesson
Author: [info]joanwilder aka RaeWhit
Pairing: Harry/Severus, Harry/Ron
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: None
Word Count: 4250
Disclaimer: The Potter universe belongs to J.K Rowling and her book and film companies.
Summary: So many things had happened on the day Bill and Fleur were married, so it was reasonable that Harry would forget one of them.
A/N: Written for [info]jadzialove FOR HER BIRTHDAY TODAY! DEC 22! Happy Birthday, Jen! Serendipity might've started us, but I'm so glad we've kept it going, my friend. There is art to go with this; you'll find it within the story where the actual scene depicted occurs. Thanks, [info]veridian_dair! She's also posted this art on her IJ HERE, if you'd like to feed the artist in her own cage. :) Of course, you can also leave her comments on this post as well.

The Wedding Lesson )

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joanwilder  aka RaeWhit
Date: 2009-12-20 21:05
Subject: FIC: Washed White as Snow
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Mots clésfic, harry/draco

Title: Washed White as Snow
Author: [info]joanwilder aka RaeWhit
Pairing: Harry/Draco
Rating: PG
Warnings: None
Word Count: 1994
Summary: They both hated someone for saving them...
A/N: This was written for [info]bk7brokemybrain, who guessed some of my entries in [info]snarry_ldws correctly. She asked for H/D. Thanks to [info]jadzialove for beta reading.

Washed White as Snow )

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joanwilder  aka RaeWhit
Date: 2009-12-19 01:02
Subject: FIC: Noel Destinations
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Mots clésdrabbles, harry/draco

Title: Noel Destinations
Author: [info]joanwilder aka RaeWhit
Pairing: Harry/Draco
Rating: PG
Warnings: None
Word Count: 421
Summary: The best gift is often intangible.
A/N: This was written for [info]lulabelle72, who guessed my entry in [info]snarry_ldws correctly. She asked for H/D. Thanks to [info]jadzialove for beta reading.

Noel Destinations )

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joanwilder  aka RaeWhit
Date: 2009-12-14 22:51
Subject: The Snowman/'Walking in the Air' song
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Mots cléscriznap

This is my Christmas gift to my flist.

This year, I discovered a VHS tape of a children's short feature animated film, originally made in 1982. I was surprised to find that this was actually nominated for an Academy Award that year. It's based on Raymond Briggs' book The Snowman. The video is extremely well-done (by Diane Jackson), and Viola has become so entranced by it that she watches it at least once a day. You can buy the book, soundtrack, and DVD on amazon.

The only spoken words in the video occur in this children's song, 'Walking in the Air', which chronicles the little boy's flying adventure with The Snowman--what he feels and experiences as they soar across the sky. It's a beautiful and haunting melody, sung by the boy soprano Peter Auty. I've uploaded it so all of you can enjoy it, and download it if you like.

Walking in the Air RIGHT CLICK AND SAVE AS

My best wishes to all of you for a happy and peaceful holiday season!

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joanwilder  aka RaeWhit
Date: 2009-12-13 00:49
Subject: HP fics for kids--I need some help.
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Tonight was Viola's 3rd birthday party, and I will have a post about that in a day or two.

My 8 year old nephew showed up, toting a copy of GoF, which he is devouring. Yes, he has HP on the brain. I gave him a House scarf and a few pitures, then his mother and I talked about fanfiction (yes, they know I write it, and what I write), and I agreed to do some snooping around for something Gen (no ships or pairings) that might be suitable for a very precocious 8 year old. He reads a lot, but their internet access is strictly regulated, so there'd be no fears about him going anywhere other than the links I send his mother.

I think I saw a post about this in the summer. Are there archives for young readers? Does anyone have a 'list'? Are there LJ comms for younger readers where I could find fics? And I'm looking for well-written stuff, that goes without saying (although I just said it).

Or do you have a link to one particular story you think he might like? I'm going to read everything before I send his mother the links.

I sat and listened to him, watching his eyes, how excited he is, just glowing as he talked about what was happening in the book, and I thought, "It goes on."

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joanwilder  aka RaeWhit
Date: 2009-12-10 22:18
Subject: FIC: The Scot and the Snake
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Mots clésrating: r, severus/minerva

Title: The Scot and the Snake
Author: [info]joanwilder aka RaeWhit
Pairing: Severus/Minerva (or, as my beta calls it, 'Minerverus'.)
Rating: R
Warnings: None
Word Count: 1000
Summary: Gryffindor versus Slytherin...
A/N: This was written for [info]lemondropseven, who guessed my entry in [info]snarry_ldws correctly, several times. She asked for this pairing. Thanks to [info]jadzialove for beta reading.

The Scot and the Snake )

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joanwilder  aka RaeWhit
Date: 2009-12-10 00:08
Subject: Fests
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Mots clésart rec, art recs, fic rec, fic recs

Tis the fest season, and I've been reading all of [info]snapelyholidays (which is also the only fest I wrote for this year), and most of [info]snarry_holidays (one of my favorite Snarry fests), and picking up others here and there.

My gift was posted this past week--a bonus of fic and art.

Title: A Holiday With Old Friends
Artist/Author: IT'S A MYSTERY!
Pairing: Snape/Lupin
There are no warnings to speak of, and you can read the summary in the header.

I really did ask for Snape/Lupin. One of the things I love about this fest is that Snape's always there, and that's the most important thing. It's interesting to read him in pairings I wouldn't usually tackle, and like the [info]snarry_games, I'm finding the exposure to new things a pleasurable one. The ficlet before this art sets the stage. It's Christmas, and Snape can't bear to stay in Spinner's End, so he's alone in another place. Lupin seeks him out, and they have a history, it's clear. But what's so poignant is how shut in and brittle Snape is, while Lupin is almost pitifully in character here. He knows what would be the right thing to do, but it's others who make his choices for him. The art that accompanies the ficlet complements it so well. A great hooked nose, a glimpse of intimacy, then finally a pathetic cameo of what Snape would never show anyone. So far as fest gifts go, I'm thrilled with this one! For reals!

There's one fic I want to rec from [info]snarry_holidays. Mostly because it's one that's stayed in my head; I even dreamed about it.

Title: In the Beginning
Author: HAAAA
Pairing: Snarry
Rating: PG-15
Warnings: See the header, nothing noteworthy.
Summary: Harry finds Snape de-aged after the war.

Ever see the movie 'Memento'? God, I hated that movie, mostly because the folding back in time, moving in reverse chronological order confused me. Time travel and deaging fics do that to me a bit, but this story (a deaged Snape) challenged me, but I kept my head on straight. The author does this clever thing with her story segments, terming them as the 'possible' beginning. Moving backwards in time for a while, you see how they started out, but then the present, starting with Snape's death, turns up a BIG surprise, and then the agonizing search for an answer, a way to re-educate, find something that was, but now appears lost. Hmmm, I just reread what I wrote, and I'm not sure I'm doing the fic justice. There's beautiful writing, raw honest and awkward emotion, and at the end, I scrolled right to the top and put it in my memories.

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joanwilder  aka RaeWhit
Date: 2009-12-07 21:20
Subject: VID: Find Her, Tell Her
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Mots clésjeremy

This is the final project for my son's Cinematography class (he's going to the Univ. of Art in SF). You can view it under the cut (on Vimeo) or on his ([info]ijeremy) LJ HERE. It's five minutes long, and if any of you artsy types feel like leaving feedback, I know he'd appreciate it.

Read more... )

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joanwilder  aka RaeWhit
Date: 2009-12-07 01:18
Subject: FICLET: Saying It Without Flowers
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Mots clésdrabbles, my snarry drabbles, slash

Title: Saying It Without Flowers
Author: [info]joanwilder aka RaeWhit
Pairing: Harry/Severus
Rating: PG
Warnings: None
Word Count: 269
Disclaimer: It all belongs to J.K.R. and her book and film companies.
Summary: The flowers aren't the most important thing...
A/N: Written for [info]aislinntic for her correct guess of my drabble in [info]snarry_ldws.

Saying It Without Flowers )

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joanwilder  aka RaeWhit
Date: 2009-12-01 01:07
Subject: Teh CUTE, it killz me!
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Mots cléscriznap

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joanwilder  aka RaeWhit
Date: 2009-11-29 02:37
Subject: FIC: The Invitation
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Mots clésmy snarrys, rating: pg, slash

Title: The Invitation
Author: [info]joanwilder aka RaeWhit
Pairing: Harry/Severus
Rating: PG
Warnings: None
Word Count: 707
Disclaimer: It all belongs to J.K.R.
Summmary: A long-standing invitation is finally accepted.
A/N: Written for [info]angela_snape for correctly guessing my entry in [info]snarry_ldws. She requested Snarry with a Yule theme.

The Invitation )

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joanwilder  aka RaeWhit
Date: 2009-11-24 02:49
Subject: FICLET: Clearing the Clutter
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Mots clésaccioslash, fic, my snarrys, rating: pg, snarry_ldws

Title: Clearing the Clutter
Author: [info]joanwilder aka RaeWhit
Pairing: Harry/Severus
Rating: PG
Warnings: None
Word Count: 501
Disclaimer: All things Harry Potter belong to J.K. Rowling and her book and film companies.
Summary: Harry worries when Severus begins to clean house.

A/N: This is for [info]accioslash for her correct guesses in the [info]snarry_ldws competition. I have a suspicion she was using that 8-Ball of hers to make her guesses... Still to come for you, Accio, is a Snape/Draco ficlet!

Clearing the Clutter )

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joanwilder  aka RaeWhit
Date: 2009-11-23 03:24
Subject: FIC: Sex, Lies, and Audiobooks
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Mots clésmy snarrys, rating: nc-17, slash, snarry games 2009

Title: Sex, Lies, and Audiobooks
Author: RaeWhit ( aka [info]joanwilder)
Team: Snitch!
Genre: Alive and Kicking (EWE)
Prompts: Secrets and Lies, Coming Home
Rating/Warnings/Kinks: NC-17, mild bondage, whipping
Word Count: 48,000+
Summary: Belonging and deserving, needing and wanting—desires of the human heart that Severus and Harry must face when they're forced to the little village of Lochdubh to settle a very late codicil of Albus Dumbledore's will.

Author Notes: The village of Lochdubh and its inhabitants in this story are the property of BBC Scotland (from the series Hamish Macbeth). All things Harry Potter belong to J.K. Rowling et al. I'd be remiss if I didn't express my appreciation to Rudyard Kipling for his masterpiece, Captains Courageous.

This is my journal posting of my 2009 Mixed [info]snarry_games fic. My heartfelt appreciation to [info]jadzialove for the excellent beta reading, to [info]whitecotton for help with Scottish-izing my Scottish, and to [info]sestra_prior for her assistance with British questions.

This is posted in six parts; subsequent parts have been linked.

Sex, Lies, and Audiobooks--Part One )

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